Living a lie, by Mallory Morris
I'm a girl who's living a lie I'm not being myself People say "Just be yourself" But I don't even try I want to be the real me But I'm afraid Afraid that I'll fade So I can't show the real me What if people are mean And dislike my true self For now I'm a girl not being herself Trying to avoid being seen What I show on the outside Isn't the true me This is a girl I think people want me to be The real me I hide She has straight hair not curly Loves mud and dirt Hates wearing a skirt And won't wake up early She not the girl who's into makeup pretty high heels And dainty small meals She doesn't cry after a break up Or puts herself out there For attention and affection She likes to go her own direction With her own fun flare I don't like the girl I've come to be With fancy clothes and hair That sprays perfume in the air But I feel like it's expected of me My friends know the real me But I only let some know That's if I trust them though No one else will ever see What if I did it? Showed the world the real me Could I even let them see? Even just a little bit? I'd ask myself these questions While I lay in my bed Thoughts racing through my head I have so many confessions I only wish people knew How hard I try Hoping I don't cry Always depending on their view For now I'm in my safe space And I hope it stays that way Until that fateful day I come out of my hiding place
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Don't be afraid , by Mallory Morris
I'm not scared of dying It something we already knew And it's something we have to do There's no use in crying Yes you'll leave the people you love But you'll see them again That's for certain You'll see them up above So for now I'm ending my life I lived happily And with my family I went on without strife So no I'm not scared of leaving I know I'll see them in time No matter the climb So there's no use in grieving No there's no use in crying Or being afraid The plans already made Either way I'm still dying No I can't change I'll die eventually But I've lived my life fully Life will soon be out of my range Please don't cry for me I don't want to go It's something I need to do My soul will soon be free So as I lay there, surrounded by family As I looked at each adult and child I look around and smiled But they all looked at me sadly "Don't be sad, it's the way things are" The children came to my bed And the adults kissed my head Then, I saw a little shinning star In front of me gleaming Shining oh so brightly It spoke to me politely I thought I was dreaming It said "Follow me" I felt my body feel light Soon the room got very bright "We're are we?" "We are looking at your past" I saw me, when I was little All of my life, even me old and brittle It gave me a smile, meant to last I didn't see one lie I know I lived being happy My family won't be unhappy I'm not afraid to die Best friends, by Mallory Morris
They say diamonds are a girl's best friend But all they are is shiny and rare And it can't help your despair They won't be with you till the very end That's what a true friend is for They help you out no matter what Even if you're a bit of a nut They love you to your core They don't call you dumb names And pick on you all day Even if you're a castaway They don't play mean mind games Their always kind to you No matter if you're mad Even just a small tad They know what to do To make you laugh and smile And see you totally happy Never mean and snappy Hopping you're like that for awhile Always happy, always smiling Never being sad and down They will act like a clown Until your spirit is rising They won't ever stop Till you’ re you again And in the right lane Their like a funny cop Keeping you in place Always keeping you going Keeping your smile glowing Making you a steady pace For you to follow and stay on So your happy and healthy While they stay stealthy But they are never gone Always there to help And keep you on track Almost like a wolf pack There for your every yelp Helping you along the way Making you feel better Even if it's in a letter Always knowing what to say Who knows what will go on They could leave in a flash And your heart will crash And they will be gone But they will always love you No matter what happens Together your queens And that is totally true Whatever, by Mallory Morris
While I await for my new beginning My prince is coming for me Laying here is we're I'll be Just laying here sleeping and dreaming But as I lay here slumbering away It looks like I'm sleeping peacefully But I'm never dreaming happily My dreams never make me want to stay It'll start out really amazing Being fun, and over all, nice But sometimes It ends as cold as ice Sometimes even with a fire blazing My dreams really do give me a scare And I'm not able to open my eyes So the me in my dreams just cries It's like the spell I under, it doesn't care That wicked fairy was to cruel She came when I was really very little Said there would be a spinning wheel, needle All because she wanted to rule She fell in love with the king, my father But he stole her wings and found someone new He fell in love with a town girl named Lauren Sue So he married the girl, who's queen, my mother The fairy grew angry and with regret The wicked fairy wanted to get revenge Her broken heart she wanted to avenge It was something she'd never forget So she put her plan in motion And had a devious plan On my birthday, it began All her anger was pure emotion So she stormed the fortress With her black magic It was very tragic She was truly heartless The fairy foretold my life I would prick my finger And in a sleep I'll linger Leaving my world in strife So yes I still lay here To this very day I'll never ever sway Awaiting for love to appear It's been hundreds of years I still sleep I still weep I can't take anymore tears But guess I'll be here forever Waiting for him My life so dim Well hey, it won't end, ever |
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